Friday, April 22, 2011

Patronus Charm

Hello!
So I've finally finished posting all of my trip-related posts. I hope you enjoyed them. I'm currently back in Quito, carrying out the plan to finally move out. I have yet to actually find a job (besides another tourism gig in Manta this week) but I've applied to a couple of places and am hoping to hear back soon. Meanwhile, I've been working on all of my backlogged stuff, and sending out slews and slews of emails and working on a script revision. I kinda realized that I've kind of neglected my own personal projects as of late in favor of helping other people's get some notice and exposure. I need to have something that will advance my career personally, which is what I'm trying to accomplish with this script. I won't really talk about it because I find that if I reveal stuff about it too early, I won't finish it. A superstition of mine...
Anyways, I was thinking about animals the other day and then looking at stuff for the next Harry Potter film coming out in July. And then it got me to think about what animal my patronus would be.
I decided that it would most likely be a cat as that's the animal I identify most with. So, in an effort to get some answers in the same way my post on Amortentia did, I'd like to hear what your patronus would be if you were a wizard/witch!
Thoughts?

Back in the Big Apple Part 2

April 13, 2011 - Somewhere over the continental United States between NYC, NY and Miami, FL

So I'm on my way back to Quito after a long long time of being away. A big part of me dreads it. Feels that Quito is not the place I should be in right now, or will be in for much longer.
You see, I've made up my mind to move out of Quito by September or October at the latest. And I've decided that my best options right now are going to Beijing or New York. I just need to fix a few things back home (like, earn some money) and then I'll be on my way. I've also decided that I will make a conscious effort to be twice as productive as I was before once I get back. Not that I haven't been productive before...
Meanwhile, I fondly recall my last few days in NYC after I arrived at Grand Central Terminal on monday evening.
Monday evening, M and I went to have dinner at our friend LY's place in Brooklyn. LY is also a friend and one of our neighbors from Vassar. She's a pretty awesome person - and she aspires to be a High School history teacher and has recently been accepted into Columbia's Teachers College. It was a laid-back evening of catching up with some lovely food and some cider and old college friends. After that, M and I headed back to M's house and fell asleep.
The next day (yesterday) was my last day in NYC. M had to work and my brother, in true L fashion, sent me a list of things I needed to go find and bring back for him the night before. So I supposed that was going to be most of my day. I also managed to get a meeting with a professor at CUNY at night to talk about developing my central theme all my projects (and my company) revolve around. So I basically just walked around the city running errands. I mostly stayed in the Union Square area, hitting up American Eagle, Best Buy, and Barnes and Noble. I also toured the Kanbar Institute of Film and Television at NYU's Tisch School of the Arts. Grad school has been on my mind again as my frustration towards my inability to actually be on set or make films has been growing and growing. M and I had lunch at City Bakery near her job in the Flatiron District and then I went into Express and bought a couple of really awesome dresses (one for work, one for more dressy events). I went to drop off my stuff at the apartment and made sure everything was packed before heading out to Think Coffee for the meeting with the professor. I think that went very well. Afterwards, M and I went for a slice of NY pizza at Ray's Pizza in the village. Very lovely ending to my stay in NYC. I was just perfect to walk around the village at night, with the raindrops from the evening showers diffusing the orange and pink light reflecting off the sakuras and the storefronts that were still open.





New York in the Spring...what a beautiful sight.
I was sad to leave this morning. It was so nice to see my housemates and friends from college in NYC. It was nice to feel at home in the city itself - more at home than I've felt in a long time. I felt vibrant and alive and productive. It made me want to stay. To find an apartment right then and there, and a job somewhere....but doing that might have been irresponsible. There are loose ends I need to tie up in Quito before I move - important loose ends.
But I have a plan now. A realistic one.
So the goodbye is temporary - as I know I will be back soon.
As Oswaldo Guayasamín put it:

“Mantengan encendida una luz que siempre voy a volver,”
(“Keep a light burning for I will always return.”)

Northern Adventures

April 11, 2011 - On the Metro-North Train from Poughkeepsie, NY to Grand Central Terminal, NYC, NY

I miss riding this train all the time. The Metro-North brings back fond memories of soothing beginnings and endings at Vassar. I must admit it was a relief to be on it sans two 50-lbs bag that I would have to drag through Grand Central Terminal and then on the snow outside across Park Avenue to get to the JFK/LGA Airport Bus. All the same. The ride down the Hudson River Valley is always beautiful no matter the season, always comforting no matter the time. After finishing this post and watching the greening mountains and the river for a bit, I'll probably let the gentle motion of the train lull me into a tranquil nap. I'll wake up in complete darkness as the train is barreling under the busy streets of Manhattan, merely minutes away from the Grand Central. I'll groggily walk into that marvelously huge, beautiful hall and make my way to the Subway station through the throng of busy New Yorker commuters. It is late afternoon. Most people will be going home around now. Leaving their offices in the city in exchange for a smaller, quieter town upstate.
It has been quite a weekend. M and I went to Burlington, Vermont on Saturday morning. As I mentioned in an earlier post, we scored some really sweet $59 plane tickets on JetBlue. Can I gush about JetBlue for a bit???? Yes? They're probably one of the airlines with the best services I've been on. And they have spacious seating. And personal TVs (yeah. On my 1-hour ride to Vermont, I had a personal screen). And a really really really cool terminal at JFK (can someone put in that kind of food and restaurants and services into the International Terminal at JFK? THANK YOU). And their ticket prices are pretty damn good. I repeat. $59 for a one-way to Burlington, VT? Yeah.
Anyways, so we flew up to Vermont where we were picked up by S in his new Subaru Sport car. Pretty snazzy! Of course, he'd already filled it with a ton of forestry-related / bio-related stuff which I thought was very S of him. Lol. Of course, in true SoCo 7 tradition, we went straight to Cheese Traders and picked up some goat cheese, rustic bread, and wine and then drove to the waterfront of Lake Champlain and ate the cheese and the bread.
It was delicious.
It was quite a beautiful day too. The sky was very clear and very blue - a welcome sight after smoggy skies of China, and the lake had just thawed according to S. It was warm and not windy and people were milling about in their skates and bikes and with their dogs.




After chowing down our cheese and bread, we went to walk around for a bit. We came across a stand that was selling creamies. M and I, being from the city (aka Not From Vermont) had no idea what they were. Turned out they're soft-serve ice-cream made from real cream and sweetened with Vermont Mape Syrup. You know how I said that there's just no way you will find bagels with lox and cream cheese that are better than the ones in NYC? Kind of the same thing with Maple Syrup in Vermont. You won't find any maple syrup than the one you'll find in Vermont. I don't think it is physically possible...
After finishing off the creamies (half of M's ended up on M's scarf to be fair...heehee...just joking M) we decided to wash down everything we'd consumed so far with some tea at Dobra Tea in downtown Burlington. Dobra Tea is this really really awesome little teahouse. It has a bunch of little alcove things with pillows where you can sit down and have one of their gazillion tea selections. I got some very nice Ginger Pu'Er, S got some Pu'Er too, and M got some sort of red tea. We sat there for quite a while just sipping tea and catching up which was very lovely.
When we'd finished the tea, and had emptied our bladders, we decide that the best way to follow this up is with lunch (of course, because we haven't eaten enough...) so we head over to the Vermont Pub and Brewery for some burgers (portobello mushroom for me) and locally brewed beer (cider for me). Honestly I looked like a wimp next to M and S who were both eating some very badass-looking burgers and chasing them down with beer so dark that I'm sure it has properties similar to that of black holes while I'm there with my portobello mushroom sandwhich and cider...ha. It is ok. One day, I will be badass too...
After lunch, our tiny stomachs, having being subjected to about 5 hours of straight eating, kind of refused to accept any more food so we decided to go do some non-food related activity. S took us on a walk around this really lovely marshy-swamp place. The trees hadn't started to bloom yet, but despite the banks of snow around it, the marsh was thawing and ducks were coming back and swimming merrily along the pools of water. The leaf-less trees in that place were really beautiful. Mostly because their dead leaves dot the landscape in a sepia palette of greys and whites and browns that my insane cinematic mind is loving. It is so rare to see a uniform palette like that occur naturally - except during the winter in New England / New York. I like the mood it sets, and the crisp breezes of cold air blowing through the trees. The mountains in the background, although not as tall or majestic as the Andes, remind me of Quito. There's an odd feeling of peace here - as my mind immediately cycles through all my stories, all my projects, and registers this place as a place for inspiration.
I snap a few pictures I really love.




I'm particularly proud of these two:




My cinematic mind immediately assigns a story to them, as it sees the drama in them - despite knowing that all that was really happening in these frames is that M and S were discussing the latest Rangers games. The first one reminds me of a movie poster. A more somber, darker, version of "When Harry Met Sally" perhaps - a sort of sad, doomed romance of sorts. The latter picture is my favorite though. Just seems like a still of a scene in which two former friends, who went through some terrible dramatic upheaval, reconnect. Not necessarily romantic - just two people trying to rebuild something that was lost. The space between them but also the proximity to each other suggests that, as does the color palette in the pictures. But then there's also the subtle indications of the coming Spring - the ducks, the thawed lake, the small spring onions bursting out from the ground near the bench - that point to a turn upwards towards the better - towards the rebirth of a friendship.
Of course, all that M and S are doing really is talking about how some player made this brilliant save in that game, and how the whatever team from Texas should just drop out of the league on the sole reason that there shouldn't be an ice-hockey team from Texas.
See? Cinematic mind = hyperactive imagination!
I guess that's a good thing though. I just have to watch myself from getting absorbed into it as I am prone to do.
After some exercise, we head back to S's house for the viewing of a few episodes of Community (which M and I are introduced to) and cooking dinner. Sam, a good friend of S's drops by with the Asparagus that will go with the Bechamel sauce I've been instructed to cook. By 7:30 pm, we're feasting on a dinner of free-range, grass-fed Vermont Steak seared to medium-rare perfection (on the rare occasions I do eat meat, I eat it almost raw, but I'll take medium-rare too) with some mushroom risotto and roasted asparagus with bechamel sauce on the side. Add a nice bottle of 7 Zins to wash it down with, and this is easily one of the best dinners I've had on the trip. Right up there with dinner at the Shangri-La Hong Kong or the Dumpling Banquet in Xi'An. I think there's the gourmet aspect to it, but also the homemade food association. And the good memories of being in a kitchen preparing dinner with two of my former housemates from college - with a third one chiming in from the Grand Canyon while on speakerphone from S's cellphone (Yay D! We missed you!).
After dinner, the wine did a number on me, and I curled up on S's couch and took a nap as M, S, and S's friend Sam chatted about I don't know what. I was woken up at around 10:30 pm to head over to downtown Burlington for a beer at a bar. We tried a couple of places, but they were full of UVM students, and finally settled at 1/2 Lounge. S's other friend, also named Sam (only this is a guy...the first Sam was a girl. Did I not make that clear?) joined us for a drink. Mindful of my health issues, I sipped a very depressing-looking Ginger Ale that was far too sweet for my taste, as we talked about random life stories we all had experienced. Sam (the guy) had some pretty fantastic ones, but it might have also been that he was a very good storyteller. We went home pretty early, being back by 1 pm and falling asleep shortly afterwards.
The next day we went for brunch somewhere near S's house. We each had an omelette (mine had spinach and goat cheese and tomato and basil) and we ordered some banana bread french toast to share (which we of course ate covered in Vermont Maple Syrup). We then picked up some Maple Syrup for my brother L who would probably not forgive me if I came back to Quito without it, and then S dropped us off at the Burlington Airport where we got our rental car (a nice little white Toyota Corolla) sometime around 1 pm.
M and I decided that M should take the first driving shift, just so she would feel more comfortable with the car and not get as tired. M was really nervous about it, consistently reminding me (and herself) that she'd never really driven on a highway sans parents/instructor despite having a license for quite some time. It comes with the territory I suppose - being in NYC means you never really need a car. In fact, when I move to NYC, I will openly refuse to get a car on the simple grounds of "the parking fees are astronomical". After getting lost in the parking lot for a few minutes (and feeling really embarrassed about it) we finally set course for Poughkeepsie, NY en-route to see our other housemate and good friend N. M was really happy. She drove for three hours straight through the beautiful Vermont highways. We laughed at all the "Bridge ices before road" signs and "Bear-crossing" signs we saw and didn't turn on the radio once. We switched off once we hit Massachusetts somewhere around 4:30 pm and I drove the rest of the way down through the Massachusetts Turnpike in Massachusetts and the Taconic Parkway in NY. We arived at N's house around 7:30 pm, kind of really tired, and loopy and hungry. Luckily, we were greeted with two very big hugs (one from N, and one from his mom Mrs. T) and a huge bowl of the SoCo 7 classic, and N's specialty - Cold Sesame Noodles. I told N and his family my China Odyssey over a very long dinner, and then hit the sack almost immediately afterwards - suspecting all the adrenaline from the China trip was finally wearing off, and the tiredness was setting in.
This morning, we went to drop off M at the Poughkeepsie train station early in the morning as she had to be back in the city for a 9:30 meeting at one of her 3 badass internships. When we got back, N and I, in typical N & E fashion, launched into a heated discussion about having a governing, regulatory body for a language versus allowing the language to exist without one (i.e. Spanish with the Real Academia de la Lengua vs. English). I was arguing for the fact that having a governing body has its uses whether or not it is controlled by a government or not (and some pretty obvious uses if it is) but also arguing that a governing body is not right or the best option for all languages. N was arguing that language should exist without a regulating body and develop "organically" like English.
I won.
Because this is MY blog.
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Haha.
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I joke. Nobody won or lost, which was a nice outcome I think.
We finished the discussion sometime around mid-morning when I realized that I needed to go return the rental car. So N and I drove to Hertz and dropped off my car and then drove back in his. Although not before we saw the new Dutchess County Private Airport (because N knows I love planes). We also got pretty lost trying to get back to N's house, but mostly because N, in typical guy fashion, refused to use the GPS I had and refused to ask for directions on the grounds of "I live in this town, I know the way back". We eventually made it back though, and had some lunch outside in the nice warm spring weather. N made me a grilled cheese sandwich (my favorite food in the world) as he chowed down some leftover sesame noodles. Once lunch was over, it was time to saw goodbye. N had work at 3:45 pm (he works at the library, pulling the evening/night shift) so Mrs. T and N drove me to the train station to take the 3:40 pm train back to the city.
So here I am. On the train back. I see West Point at the other bank of the Hudson through my window. The gentle rocking of the train is making me sleepy.
Time for a nap.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Back in the Big Apple Part 1

April 8, 2011 - Upper West Side, New York City, NY, USA

So I've been wandering around NYC for the past week mostly on my own. I've also been working (stuff to do for a company gets a little backlogged when one is skipping about inner China) and looking for work. I've been doing this mostly on my own because M is badass and uber-busy with her 3 internships.
Yeah.
THREE.
Oh. She is also taking 2 courses at NYU's school of continuing education.
Again.
Let's all say it! M is BADASS.
Not that I'm complaining at all! I enjoy walking around the city by myself. Much to my delight, I got really lost in the Village the other day and ended up at Murray's Cheese Shop (and caught my bearings again) which was a pleasant surprise. I like getting lost in cities mostly because that's the best way to really get to know them.
My walking around NYC has been punctuated by culinary adventures with badass M. We've had breakfast at Zabar's twice already (say it with me: the BEST lox and cream cheese on a bagel can ONLY be found in NEW YORK CITY! Read and repeat until it sticks to your memory!) and visited some of my favorite culinary haunts in the world - including Katz' Delicatessen. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
Katz' Delicatessen...how can I explain the amazingness of a pastrami sandwich from Katz'? Oh yeah. IT MAKES ME BREAK VEGETARIANISM. That's how good it is. There's also that orgasm scene from "When Harry Met Sally"...yeah, that happened at Katz. Should give you an idea of the power of that pastrami sandwich.
Going to Katz' was a culinary adventure in itself. See, M and I had agreed to go eat there on Tuesday night. But M had class at NYU until 8:30 so we figured we'd meet somewhere on Houston street. Problem was that when I got to Houston street, I got confused as to where I was walking and called M in a bit of a panic. M then told me to walk in the wrong direction, which I realized was the case after walking 6-7 blocks. I doubled back and called her up and we both got confused. By the time we got our bearings, and got to Katz, it had closed.
We were left with a lot of sadness over the lack of pastrami sandwich that night...but realized that we were close to Veselka's anyways and went there instead. Veselka is really really good too. It is this Czech diner that's open 24 hours. You can get all-American classics like a hamburger or mac and cheese or you can go for some pretty amazing pierogis.
I got some mac and cheese after it dawned on me that I hadn't had any cheese for the 3-4 weeks I had been in China and I was sorely sorely missing it. M went for some blinis with really yummy raspberry sauce.
Our defeat that night didn't stop us from trying to go to Katz' again the next night. This time successfully! We even got to sit at the "When Harry Met Sally" table. M and I split a sandwich between the two of us and were happy. The pastrami there is - well, so soft, and flavorful and warm...they cut it right then and there when you order it and just pile it up on some rye bread with a little mustard.
Personally. I think it is the perfect sandwich.




Besides Katz and Veselka (which M and I usually go to when I visit anyways) we had lunch at Chipotle once and also tried a new restaurant - Eataly. Eataly is one of Mario Batalli's many restaurants but it boasts an innovative concept that is somewhere between a gourmet supermarket and a restaurant. It is a really big space that has different dining stations for different kinds of food - fish, coffee, gelato, pasta & pizza - but also has a bunch of supermarket aisles lined only with products that have been imported from Italy. The cheese selection looked really amazing and so did everything they had at the bakery (my suggestion would be buying a loaf of olive rustic bread or a focaccia - which I had for lunch one day). The not-so-great thing is that because Eataly is relatively new (M said it opened sometime around October) it is still a bit of a novelty in the city and thus consistently crowded. Our wait time was estimated to be around 40 minutes when we got there for dinner (somewhere around 8 pm) but we did get seated much earlier to their credit. If you don't mind having a long wait, or call ahead for reservations, I think it is a really good option for a nice meal. M and I opted to eat at pasta and pizza - M ordered a butternut squash lasagna and I had a pizza (fresh mozzarella, basil, tomato, olive oil). We agreed that both choices were very very good (although I will admit the pizza was slightly oily for my taste - but that being said, it did taste rather heavenly). This was earlier tonight by the way.
After Eataly, we took the subway back to the Upper West side but got off a few stops short because we're going to Vermont tomorrow to visit S and we thought we'd bring up some cupcakes from Magnolia bakery. It was a good idea because (a) S will think we're the coolest people on Earth for hauling up cupcakes to Vermont, but also (b) we got to walk off some of that dinner (which was pretty filling - Italian food is always filling).
Besides eating my way through NYC's best restaurants with M, I've been doing a lot of walking and catching up with friends. I went to the Strand the other day and fell very much in love with it. I had to stop myself from buying books by telling myself that they would weigh down my already really heavy luggage. I also wandered about the Village for a bit that same day (which is when I got lost). I left the village after getting into a pretty heated argument with a friend that afternoon. I had planned to go back to the apartment, but because I felt like knocking people's hats off, I though better of it and decided to walk it off. I got off the subway somewhere around 66th street (M's parents' apartment is on 85th) and angrily walked my way up 20 streets. A lot of that anger went away when I ducked into my favorite store (Lush Cosmetics) and replenished some of the stuff I had been meaning to replenish anyways. The scent of their Sexy Peel soap (smells like Lemon and Grapefruit) did wonders for me then. I walked back the rest of the way feeling a lot less stressed and more at ease.
A day before that, I met a dear old friend of mine from Vassar, DW, for coffee at Union Square. We caught up for a bit and then went our ways. I also met with a good friend of mine from High School at Think Coffee on Mercer Street (near NYU) to catch up. Her name is GT.
Think Coffee is amazing btw. I finally discovered a place I could go get a cup of coffee and work at without feeling rushed. I was there when GT called to see if we could meet up and catch up. I suggested she drop by there since she was in the area (sort of). It was really good to talk with her. She's working as a nanny in NYC and working on her art at night. Which I think is incredible. I have so much respect for her dedication and passion for her craft. Talking to her was also really helpful. It gave me hope. I realized right then and there that being in Quito was not going to cut it - that in a way, being in Quito this past year has been a bit of a waste of time. I mean, I've been productive, I've grown so so much, but at the same time I know it is a dead end, a transitional place and that I have to take bigger risks - that if I want to make it in film, that I need to be in the middle of the action.
And Quito...well, Quito is kind of cinematically dead at the moment. I've tried, but right now, that's not the place I need to be at.
And here is someone who is also an artist trying to make it in her field, who is risking it all, making it work, and not only surviving but starting to become successful in a way. It gave me hope that if I move to NYC, I can make it work and not be a starving artist. That there are ways of making it happen.
It is time.
It is time to take the big plunge and really play in the big leagues.
Talking with her really got me thinking about what I should do next and where I should go. Which is good.
I think that's a pretty good summary of my week. Right now, I'm sort of tired, but really excited about going to Vermont tomorrow. M and I are flying there ($59 plane tickets! SCORE!) but driving back in a rental car. Looks to be exciting!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Heading back to Americaland

April 4, 2011 - Over the International Date Line, The Pacific Ocean

Asia is about 4000 km behind me at this point. I'm about 5 hours into the flight somewhere over the Pacific moving at 1059 km/hr. Actually, the flight path thingy says we're over the international date line right now.
Weird.
Asia - I'm kind of happy to leave it behind. Don't get me wrong. I love Asia but I think enough of it was experienced in this trip. Truth be told, Asia just confused me more about my path in life. I mean, I have the company and the filmmaking but it really reminded me about how much I love to travel and see new places. I guess that because I feel that I don't truly have a home base, I feel the most comfortable when moving around. Where to next? New York? How about Boston? Madrid? Bali?
Seems like they're fun ideas - not really all that plausible but I kind of wish they were. I just think there's a lot to see and a lot to experience in this world.
And despite all my traveling, I still feel I have only seen a fraction of what the world has to offer.

I remembered why I hate China sometimes

April 4, 2011 - Hangzhou, Zhejiang, China

(1) Taxis will actually refuse to take you somewhere. Like the one this morning which caused me to be late to the Gaotie (bullet train) to Shanghai,

(2) Some asshat stole my train ticket (worthless at this point) as I scrambled to figure out how the f$!# he Hangzhou train station worked,

(3) You can't pay for your ticket with a credit card at most ticket kiosks at the station. And the one where you can, doesn't take waiguo (foreign) credit cards even if they're Visa or Mastercard,

(4) The bank is located OUTSIDE the train station. Very very far away from the ticket kiosks (which are on the 3rd floor whereas the banks are in the first floor),

(5) People had the nerve to cut in front of me in line and when I complained, laughed it off and called me a "stupid foreigner",

I eventually did get my ticket, as evidenced by the fact that I am currently ON the bullet train ready to depart, but SERIOUSLY...crap like this makes me really happy about the fact that I'm heading back to the sanity of NYC.
Yeah.
You heard me.
NEW YORKERS ARE SANE, NICE, CORTEOUS PEOPLE.

100th Post!

Yay!
I reached 100 posts! WOOT!